Cast Aside By My Alpha, Called Back By The Moo
Chapter 1
Introduction
The day I failed the Moon Well trial, everyone watched me, waiting for me to admit I was worthless.
I was the most useless Silent Blood in Frostridge. I could not shift, I could not read the wind, and even my betrothed, Rowan Hale, was embarrassed to have me standing beside him. He held back my application for the Moon Selection and told me to go teach pups scent work at the border schoolhouse. His silver-blooded ally, Sabine Voss, smiled and gave me a pup's silver bell, so I would remember my place.
But when I pressed my palm to the moonstone, it did not reject me.
It burned in my palm, as if something were buried under the earth and knocking, over and over, through a thousand years of darkness.
Then it spoke. [The door is breathing.]
Only later did I learn that a wolf-devouring monster was sealed behind that door—and that I alone, in the entire Court, could hear its voice.
The wind in Moon Well Plaza was colder than the wind on the ridge.
When I laid my hand on it, the silver-gray surface remained still at first, then pulsed once beneath my palm. Everyone around me held their breath, waiting for the first sharp crack of my bones, waiting for a young she-wolf to tear her way out of the moonlight.
But nothing happened.
Only the moonstone stirred beneath the lines of my palm, whispering so softly I could almost have imagined it.
[The door is breathing.]
I yanked my hand away.
The elder's face darkened. He struck the ground with his ceremonial staff, and his voice carried across the semicircle of candidates. "Elara Ashford. No response to the shift. By pack law, you are hereby classified as Silent Blood."
Silent Blood.
The term struck harder than the failure itself. Some people looked away. Others deliberately did not. Silent Bloods could not read the whole of the wind, outrun a grown wolf, or reliably survive a pack hunt. Frostridge did not need a bookish girl. It needed a wolf that could close its jaws around an enemy's throat for the pack.
I looked at Rowan. He stood at the front of the Youth Council's group, the silver claw crest of House Hale pinned at his collar. Three months earlier, when he slid the promise ring onto my finger, he had said that once I passed the Moon Selection, we would walk into the Lord's Hall together.
Now he only frowned.
"Come down," he said. "Don't make this hard for the Elder."
I walked down the stone steps, a cold tremor still lingering in my fingertips. "I can apply for a retest."
"Retests are for wounded fighters, not for people with no wolf form." Rowan lowered his voice. "Elara, don't turn one failure into a joke the whole pack tells."
Sabine stood beside him, her silver-white hair polished bright by the moonlight. She gave me a small smile that looked like pity.
"The border schoolhouse needs someone to help the pups practice scent work," she said. "You're patient. It wouldn't be a bad place for you."
I stared at her. She made it sound as if she were leaving me another path, when in truth she was pushing me even farther from any chance of entering the Moon Selection.
Rowan did not argue with her. He only added, "At least learn to accept what you can do."
I pulled off my glove. The moonstone had rubbed a white mark into my palm. That whisper sounded in my ear again, light as someone knocking from very far away.
[The door is breathing.]
That night I did not go back to the room Rowan had booked for me. The border schoolhouse sat at the end of the old mine road, warm yellow light in its windows. A dozen pups crowded around a long table, noses pushed close to a row of small bottles, guessing wildly at what was inside them.
The man teaching them wore a black shirt washed thin with age and wire-rimmed glasses. When he looked up, his gaze went first to the enrollment fee in my hand, then to the palm I had failed to hide.
"You tried the Moon Well?" he asked.
I nodded.
"Result?"
"Silent Blood."
He showed no sympathy. He only pushed an empty bottle across the table toward me. "Then can you smell this?"
I shook my head.
"Close your eyes," he said. "Don't use your nose. Tell me what it reminds you of."
I meant to say there was nothing. But once I closed my eyes, a faint thread of dampness drifted from the bottle, like a cave before rain, like the impossible whisper beneath the Moon Well.
"A door," I heard myself say. "A door that is... breathing."
The man finally took off his glasses, and his expression changed for the first time.
"I'm Cassian Vale," he said. "Starting tonight, don't be in such a hurry to become a wolf."
He looked at the white mark on my palm and spoke slowly, one word at a time. "First, learn to listen when the moon speaks."